Last time we met, I recall every word
I wanted your friendship more and ever more
You seamed in great pain that I could not free
And there was anger in your tone

You said you were leaving town very soon
You promised to stay in touch
I knew not where, but a case of when
You were ready to be my dear friend

Selfish and weak, I searched for you,
Hoping your pain would end very soon
Then 10 years went by and I started to cry
When I find out you were dead my friend

For 10 years, I believed, you were there and in hope
Wished you’d come back to me as my friend
I treasure the times that we shared together
When you and I could be, with no pretence

As lovers we shared much joy but heartache
Caused by our dreams we did not end
I have no regrets, but wishes instead and I hope you’re proud
Of the life that I made, that you wanted me to have
Through I hoped you would still be around

You were supposed to call, to say goodbye
Before you walked out through god’s door
No one told me and I thought you were safe
Somewhere with someone that was good

I’m so proud to have known such a beautiful heart
And to have walked holding hands in the rain
I converse with you still, inside my fat head
When I’m lost for a soul mate and friend

I hope you passed over without any pain
The thought of it, hurts me so much
That I wasn’t there to tell you again
That you’re special, so kind, and ever good

I found myself in finding you Christine, you taught me very much
And remember you I always will
Goodbye my lover, Good bye my friend
And at peace I hope you can be -Just be
Johnx